Shanara's Diary

[Shanara]

Hi Everyone,

Have been lurking in this forum for around a month now, reading everything and working through whether this is for me or not. Have had my forms from the clinic sitting there for about two weeks ...waiting for me to come to a decision.

I have a lot of weight to loose so know I am in for the long haul. Made my first comment yesterday on AJ's Diary as she really touched my heart with her photos of her in her dress for her sons wedding. Well in true AJ style she sent me a message and has given me some really great reflections and things to think about.

Up shot is this morning I reached a decision - I am going to do this - blood tests Monday morning! And I've also given myself the perfect motivation for me - I am going to Antarctic! Yes - that is right - Antarctica!
I have wante to go there for so long now - travelling is my passion.

Antarctica! Captain would be worried about his ship - "there' a whale on board...lolol. However could not see myself moving around with all those clothes on - I would be like a ball. Lololol. Have visions of them having to roll me off the ship to get me to shore ...omg. Doubt I could bend over with all those clothes on. Need to be lean to be able to move in all that clothing ....so that is my motivation ....Antarctica!

Feels like I have been working through a lot as I come to my decision point. I have been having some energetic healing sessions as well to help move through issues that have arisen - very confronting and fantastic.

My first challenge to myself ...increase my water !

Thanks AJ for your words of wisdom yeaterday.
Looking forward to getting to know others on this forum.
Blessings
Shanara

Antarctica here I come!