Still eating 2-Much! Need motivation

[8-2much!]

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Long time no chat and here we are into the 2nd month of the New Year already. Hope you all had a safe and happy Christmas and New Year.

Well, I really don't know where to start. I have not had the time to read all of the new posts and to check up on everyone - but I trust you are all doing well. (Hi LF, Asy and Brie in particular!)

I have been terrible...off the program since about the 23rd Dec. Yes, excuses excuses but we were away on holidays at a destination that does not have the luxury of having a kitchenette or self-catering facilities. Yes - ALL meals were part of this little package! Oh Joy - only 5 kilos from goal and this is where I chose to torture myself! Well let it be said that when I returned from holidays on the 2nd Jan I was extremely pleased that I had only gained maybe 2 kilos. And considering that I ate everything I was very pleased with myself. I have not however returned to the Cohen's way of life. And it would seem that I am not on my own when I say just how hard it is to get back on the wagon. It is doing my head in. I really want to lose another 10 kilos (that will get me to the middle of the BMI recommendations and I think I will be lovely and lean at that weight. My tummy is still atrocious!) But I can not for the life of me get going again. I have attempted to start over three times and have not lasted more than 2 days. That fire in my belly is not burning as strongly as it used to. I need to get a rocket under me I tell you!

I don't want to blubber on too much (and the bubby is crying!) I just wanted to touch base with you all - get your encouragement and get on my way to skinnydom.

Well done to all of you. I hope next time I get to post I will be reporting a loss! Lots of love,
8-2Much.

PS) I got my refeed just before Xmas and was due to start it right on NYE! So, I have the little baby right here and I respect it greatly - I believe it may be the key to eternal skinny-ness. xxx