Where Am I?

[WhereAmI?]

Well, this is it missy!! No more excuses!! Remember last time, 3 years ago when you felt fabulous, dealt with stress and had all the confidence in the world?!?! You do remember, you just lost touch and now it's time to fight to get it back!!
Hi everyone! I'm writing to myself as a reminder on this journey and so I can look back and never come back to this dark place.......
Day 1 and I decided to do it on a workday knowing day 2 would be worse and I'm on 4 days off so I should be feeling great by the time I return to work!!
I'm upset with myself, I've been feeling super emotional today, seriously, I can cry at the drop of a hat, anxiety is awful and I'm panicking!! I realised tonight though that I can't even remember the last time I took my anti depressant medication which is really really dangerous because I've done it before and ended up with ear infection, fainting and dizzy spells. Sooooooooo, off first thing in the morning to get my tablets......
I'm not embarrassed to talk about my anxiety and depression, I've had terrible problems with my hormones and I hope I'm not alone in suffering with it, I know it improves out of sight on this program and I'm looking forward to finding more and more happiness as I progress in my journey with everyone here 😊 xo