hello everyone

[desparately seeking me]

I have been reading a lot of the diaries to get some inspiration so here i go again.
I did the Cohen's EP a 11 years ago and i lost about 30kg, a very happy slim me.
Since then i have been slowly gaining the weight back, i have tried so many times to do the program again but failure after failure putting on more weight.

This time i am very dedicated to seeing this through, I am tired of the sore legs in the morning and dragging myself into the bathroom to shower only to see this very large person in the mirror.

I am 51 years old and when i started again a week ago i was 105 kg, not sure what i am now as my scales are playing up.
I'm up for all advice as much as i can get.

looking forward to seeing me again.