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i was confused. thanks. where are you miss maya???? are you with those gorgeous dolphins? bx
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Hello, my girls, hello!
We anchored outside our marina, so we can catch the internet...he he he... Thank You all for your opinions and i'm sorry for such confiusion... Bitten - the photos were taking during refeed - so I was 48.6 kg there and aroun 11% body fat. I don't have any pictures from now, but now I'm 55kg and around 20% body fat. I am not at a clinic, as here are no clinics, I did the program on internet and dr.Cohen suggested the ideal weight for me 50-52 kg according to blood test, height and shoe size. So, I really wanna go to 52 kg or 50kg and stay there. Shell and Faithy, thank you so much for coming by... I think that really happened - I was starved, cuz I had NO feeling of satiety at all! Amazing how nature works! Just few more days of strict 1pd and then I will be on maintnence. I also bought one book Intuitive eating - I wanna learn to hear my body again - seems a good book, but too much work right now for reading...Will read it on the plane to California on Saturday... P.S. Happy first day of Autumn everybody!!!! (AUTUMN IS MY FAVORITE SEASON! - No need for dieting usually, as no bathing suits, no big huge pressure - and usually not thinking about food made me eat less...) So - happy Autumn, everybody!!!!!! Thank you sooo much for all the support!!!! Will be back as old me (with new attitude for food of course) next week!!!! Gotta go cook spaghetti now... and mmm...garlic bread....oh...the tough one - cutting it - is over, thank God... |
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We're in spring over here, Maya, and for us the seasons start on the 1st of the month. My friend from Texas who was here 1 September was surprised to discover that our seasons changed on a different date to yours. She looked up the Internet and apparently it is true in the Southern Hemisphere. Anyway, happy start of Autumn to you.
AJ
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Started 11/1/08. Lowest weight reached 63.8 kgs on 10/11/08 and 40 kgs down. Thank you Dr Cohen.
Back again to do it all over again, starting from exactly the same weight as last time. My health is not good and my doctor is predicting all sorts of nasty things if I don't lose weight. What else do I do? I help people make money and I help people save money. Please take a look at http://www.acnlinks.clancie.com.au/ |
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Oh, Anna Bella, thank You and I'm sorry, I didn't even think about that..sorry sorry... I'm sooo tired of this life here, I'm clinging on every little happy thing I can...and Fall is my favorite time...
Again, we're anchored in one bay, I have no idea who's internet I'm getting just now... I can't sleep, it's been 31 degrees in the room I sleep in, didn't get ANY sleep last night... at moments I wanna swim ashore and just wait there until Saturday when my plane takes me out of here.. I feel like a bird in a cage. Just fed everybody, going to bed, hopefully I will be able to sleep tonight. I decided to do the diet few more days (I don't know why my belly is still sooo huge...) maybe only until Thursday, cuz I will be up whole night again doing dvd's for people...then Friday I will probably eat bigger portion of protein, so I wont be all nervous dragging chicken hidden in my backpack... I am sooo excited to go to California, have a normal life for a while... stable floor, my own shower, kitchen and not have to get up at 5.30... Oh, God sooo excited... As far as diet... I think it's messing with my head big time. I can't blame the diet itself, I think I'm really in situation where it's not really healthy for me to stay long on this diet. I know I know, every post I'm repeating myself, but I have no one to talk to, you are my only window to the world... All I think is food - when we're waiting for dolphins, I plan what I will buy in Whole foods, what I will cook... when I can't sleep, I dream about food... I was thinking even to find a therapist to help me with this, cuz I am just soooo tired of this food relationship. Maybe I am hitting the bottom right now as I am also exhausted from the season...never in 5 years did I wish to not be here so much... 4 more times I go to bed 3 more dinners 2 more dockings and 1 flight out of here.... |
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Maya, your current situation can't be helping. Once you get back to somewhere to relax and shop easily you should feel much better. Take care of yourself these last few days, then pamper yourself with plenty of sleep and good, wholesome, unweighed food.
Remember that we all love and care about you. AJ
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Started 11/1/08. Lowest weight reached 63.8 kgs on 10/11/08 and 40 kgs down. Thank you Dr Cohen.
Back again to do it all over again, starting from exactly the same weight as last time. My health is not good and my doctor is predicting all sorts of nasty things if I don't lose weight. What else do I do? I help people make money and I help people save money. Please take a look at http://www.acnlinks.clancie.com.au/ |
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maya maid mer girl-
so good to hear from you.... i am in crazy, manic mode as we fly on friday and i am doing all the planning and packing on the sly as it is a surprise....plus working and doing all my PTO school stuff.... i really owe you a proper email too. soz. when do you get to LA???? i so want to connect you with my brother sean at UCLA ( he lives in silver lake area).... where do you stay???? you are both so brilliant and lovely you MUST meet!!!! bitten
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