Where Am I?

[Tes]

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Check it out i dint have a pic of Diesel now but i also have a toy poodle with a very fun personality! SPOILT! And this puppy i saw last week he is an anatolian shepherd dog. Sadly a working dog to be - herding animals on the farms - they are brought up with sheep so they guard them from predators - this one is 4 weeks old but was soo heavy! Such cuties. Enjoy

[Andie27]

Aww they're so cute. This is my fur baby Sidney. He's not spoilt, he's loved. Just like your babies!
Hugs Andie 😉 xoxo
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[Tes]

Andie Sidney is sooo cute

[WhereAmI?]

I love all of them!! I'll put some more pics up when my internet isn't playing up! How is everyone? I'm flat out with this job but think I'm back at square one weight wise, just struggling at the moment, the weekends I cry and cry and sleep and eat and drink, very self destructive so this weekend I want to focus on health and get back to doing what mum wanted, me to lose weight.
Miss you guys, I'll be back on board when I can, I think I'm going to have to cave when I have enough money and get the internet fixed because I need your support more than ever right now!

[Andie27]

Sweetheart, you need to give yourself some time. We will be here for you when you need us. You will go through some tough emotions, just remember that you can always reach out to us if you need to. Thinking of you during this difficult time. Sending you lots of warm hugs Andie x

[**Westiewench**]

Hi WAI, petal I agree with Andie, you need to give yourself some time, try not to be so harsh on yourself, you are grieving and that is natural. We are always here lurking somewhere if you need a friendly ear
Take care
Westie xx

[WhereAmI?]

So glad I have my babies!! This weekend I'm going to start the program again, for my sanity mainly!!! This self destructive behaviour helps nobody and I have to look after my fur babies!!!

[Kumari]

cute dog tes

[Andie27]

Aww how adorable. Now that is a sight to behold. hugs Andie 😉

[WhereAmI?]

I hate not having internet! Have started eating healthy, feeling better, going to have to get internet back on so I can talk to everyone again, miss you guys xo

[skinnytobe]

Hi wai. Glad to hear its going better and your feeling better. Keep on going. Goodluck.

[Tes]

Hi WAI

Glad you are still around - you have come so far despite all your obstacles. Hope you and the furballs are good.

[WhereAmI?]

HELLOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG over 12 months being in such a dark place, fatter than ever now and knowing I need to come here and start again still, at least I can I suppose, I've gone to darker depths than I ever thought possible so to be able to get through it and now be able to laugh again, I definitely manage my stress better...... except for food, geesh I'm fat! I've never been this big in my life, my ankles hurt, I'm embarrassed to go out because of my gut and balloon face and it's hard to know where to start, except at the beginning again...........
After I lost Ma I was a mess, it's been 15 months now but from June through to December last year I was unemployed, the market is slow, I applied for over 150 jobs and was so broke and my debts have piled up. So I did what any normal person would do, I sat on the couch and cried, a lot,, didn't call and talk to anyone, didn't want to embarrass myself. My dog got really sick so I had to beg for money($1800) so I started a GoFundMe account for him, my Dad said he was embarrassed that I had to humiliate myself like that and I was making him sick with stress...... So we stopped talking, we talk now and I'm going to visit him but I wont tell him anything, I wont worry him with my problems, I don't want him getting stressed...........
By the time I had a job interview that was FIFO but the aim was to set ourselves up to work from home, I was broken, I went to it, walked out shrugged it off and just thought I'd keep applying............ Well they offered me the job!!!!!! So I started in December!! I fly to 2 different mine sites then have a week at home!!! Sometimes I get frustrated, as does my other associate who started with me, we haven't had a hand over so we don't know what the systems are, but when I get angry or stressed, I think back to last year and remember that life is good, I'm no longer that person on the couch crying, listless and thinking I am only here for my fur kids! PLUS, I get to work from home! Who wouldn't like that!! This week is my first week home!! I love it! I walk with my babies and get to potter around in between my work!
Anyway, enough of my waffling! I'm excited to be back!!! Back to the beginning, back to the detox, the first 4 days of a road that leads to happiness and health!!! I'VE MISSED YOU GUYS SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!! I can't wait to read about your adventures!!!

[tess840]

Welcome back! There are a few of us in here sticking to our plans and goals! Wow what a roller coaster 12 months you have had! Sounds like things are on the up and up for you and congrats on the new job! Working from home does sound amazing! Good luck for your first few days, I know you won't need luck, just good planning the detox sucks but remember the amazing results that will be coming in the next few weeks

[WhereAmI?]

Hi Tess!!! Can't wait to get back into it!! So far I've been ok, sort of scary, not feeling sick which is worrying!! I measured myself, didn't want to weigh myself but took pictures!! My measurements are the same as when I started last time so I'm feeling a little relieved I haven't added more to this already big frame!! Works hectic, I'm working in the NT this week but at least I have healthy options for food at camp so I can just have my salad, meat and fruit
Todays that awful day of the month though and boy am I an emotional wreck!! I can't believe how psycho I go, I was almost bawling my eyes out over work!! No big reason, just want to cry haha!! Hopefully this feeling is gone by tomorrow!! Pity anyone who upsets me!!!!!